Understanding: 365:58

For a day that started out too much like every other day: hard and trying, tired beyond belief. It turned into a pretty awesome day.

I started my day with the lack of coffee. Espresso maker is down, life is not that good… I’ve gone without coffee before, I can do it again. No big deal.. so I go see my friend Cindy. Oh what a joy she is! Almost two hours of wonderful conversation. Catching up on our past week and talking. It was so nice to see her. She has the best energy and I love her!

Then I drove like forever to the office, had interesting conversations with my team. It was an easy morning that did not require a lot of physical activity. Boring… but I made a few awesome connections today.

Truth, that’s what came out today, to my boss. I’m afraid but after talking to him. I felt so much better! Acceptance of my truth, even when I for one, do not want to accept. Especially, when everyone around me does not approve of my thoughts and feelings. I believe… strangely, I believe that good things are going to happen, the work will be done and I will fail, it will not be my first time to fail, but I will not give up on myself. I will eventually get to where I need to be, what I need to have happen, will come!

I am moving on, I am growing and accepting the challenges of life.