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A dream he was,

heaven sent

all I ever wanted,

came and went

just like the seasons that are so few

across the border I ran to you.

I came to you at the end of June

by the start of August I felt I knew.

Fear had driven me away

I could not stay for another day.

Why I wonder but I now know,

the risk was large I had to go.

My heart still breaks on this very day

as I wish you well what may.

There is no fault of yours, just mine.

I have committed the biggest crime,

to love a man who loves himself

there is no room for anyone else.

So much to have to hold someday

a girl he will mold to see his way.

He is so angry filled with rage,

I let him go finally today.

Let him go deep in my heart,

thankful now that we are miles apart.

Thankful I never saw his hand…

or mine with his wedding band.

The great escape of 2020

but I am few,

there are so many,

that do not make it out alive,

they do not have the strength to thrive.

Left alone, with no where to go,

or emotionally bound no friend no foe.

I’m so thankful now for my friends,

who stuck it out to the bitter end.

A journey of sorrow is all I’ve seen

but tomorrow, back to rainbows and sunbeams.

One last thing before I retire,

my next love will never expire.

For now I see the warning signs,

not the red, but yellowing eyes.

Character is where the truth is found,

fruits of the spirit floating all around.

This is what I seek to know,

when I finally find my beau.

To girls of Amber, with sparkling yellow

needing some kind of random fellow,

take your time, wait and see,

you are beautiful

and that is key

Do not settle for second best

Bring your heart home, find true rest.

Much Love 💜 Much Life