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I missed posting yesterday, Tuesday, not because I did not clearly have it on my mind, not because I did not have time to stop and post but only because I was so brain dead and was in such a funk that I could not even share that yesterday. Am I the only one who feels this way sometimes? Sometimes I just want to let go and not do anything but yesterday I was almost paralyzed by fog. I have since gotten to the bottom of my paralyzation. Fear… this is not just any fear but the fear of failing. Three weeks I have been teaching this one class and I still have not gotten it; I’m the deer in headlights, scared out of my mind, wanting to run for the hills but this girl still shows up, today in full makeup and lipstick and today the majority of my class showed up. It was still chaos but we made it through. I need that light to come on like yesterday!

I know it will but I have to practice and practice everyday! I have to make these ladies and gentlemen happy! So I’m added this to my daily routine. At least 30 minutes a day until I have this down pat!