365:D186

I am struggling; this week, for my heart to be clean and happy. It is not, it is sad and I cannot put my finger on it. I search and find nothing, nothing to help. I wait patiently, reading through scripture, searching for truth. I sit in my sadness because it is real, I am not pushing it down or to the side. I am in it like a puddle of mud, rolling around. I search harder, looking at what has happened this week and I know why… This sadness is my sister who is bogged down, with pain and discomfort, another sister who is in deep grief of a loved one and everyday I am over here listening to “The Bell Jar” Which is found to be rather sad to me at this time, well it would probably be at anytime. So the combination has not been a good one. Listening adventures need to be light and happy right now. Any suggestions would be very helpful!

The world is filled with enough sorrow and pain, let’s fill our hearts and minds with beautiful things!

Much Love 💜 Much Life