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I believe it is coming on, once again
A feeling of loss and deep malcontent
Uncertainty fills my mind and soul
What do I need, what are my goals?
Struggle is of the least of these
There is no more need to please
Anyone other than myself
Seems so selfish but I am all that I have left
In my world, there has been significant change
Days where I have felt the downside of insane
Lost out in the bleak wilderness
Worried about the others and their happiness
Trained and molded to play a marionette part
Sacrifice of the end a tangled broken heart
Much Love Much Life