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I believe it is coming on, once again

A feeling of loss and deep malcontent

Uncertainty fills my mind and soul

What do I need, what are my goals?

Struggle is of the least of these

There is no more need to please

Anyone other than myself

Seems so selfish but I am all that I have left

In my world, there has been significant change

Days where I have felt the downside of insane

Lost out in the bleak wilderness

Worried about the others and their happiness

Trained and molded to play a marionette part

Sacrifice of the end a tangled broken heart

Much Love Much Life