I remember the laughter of youth from long ago
Wrapped in the arms of family friends and beau
I sit at the window staring into the clouds
Reminiscing of time flies from then to now
Days flow into years & some tears feeling old, lost in a time from so long ago
The clouds are so fluffy, explode full of snow
In the winter wonderland, there is no place to go
Pain is not optional on a cold lonely day, tears sometimes fall & some are wiped away
Just like the family & friends I once had
Lost in the memories some good, mainly bad
I wake from thunder and fire warms my toes; I wait for the dawn to slip me out of my lows
I wait for a love, a love I once had
I blame love for driving me, driving me mad
I condemn love and feelings and false expectations Drowning my sorrows, healed of temptations
In the shadows of my dreams &
Beyond my deep thoughts
I feel the peace & surrender, kindness of loss
Releasing the bitterness, regrets left to toss
On this delightful December morning
The sun is shining, glistening the snow
I take a walk with no place to go
Children are laughing, my loneliness wanes
I stop for a moment & buy 10 candy canes
Hand them to strangers & remember the Main
Reason of December to restore & build hope
To remember a man who died long ago &
Came back from Heaven to give life
More than we know
Slivers of faith, combined with some hope
Restoring a love from hearts that were broke
The days of December, short & so cold,
flurry winter skies Embraced from below
Not all hearts are happy but lonely and true, missing family and friends saddening & blue.
Much Love Much Life