Understanding 365:D45

“You might never fail on the scale I did, but some failure in life is inevitable. It is impossible to live without failing at something, unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all – in which case, you fail by default.” J.K. Rowling

So this understanding series has gone on forever! I feel as though it should be called “thoughts of a grieving white woman” or something crazy like that. I am really struggling with being present and I do not really know why, hence the failure quote above. I have literally been sick over the weekend with stress. I have not been this bad in a long time. My body is rejecting everything. I feel very weak.

Life is just going way to fast for me at this moment. I wish I knew how to slow everything down, to press pause, a moment to breath.

Praying for peace and silence for just a moment, to quite my mind.