Understanding: 365D42

Yoga was absolutely fantastic today! Two beautiful classes, one to get moving, slow flow, then the killer strengthening class! So good!

Slow drive, to 1801 Union… ultrasound, hence ugly. Three nodes in the thyroid.

Holding it together, stop by my new friends home for a much needed hug, much needed conversation and much needed arm around my shoulder and Surprisingly a much needed kiss. The first kiss is always so special. I am present in this moment and it is perfect. He is an absolute doll and so far he has been on the same exact page as I have been. We are like teenagers, unsure and crazy, super scary and adorability falling. He is shaking, I can feel his hands tremble. We embrace in our hug forever. We reminisce on first breakfast, full moon park ride, me falling and jumping up like nothing happened, flies of Memphis and restaurant that have them. I’ve enjoyed getting to know this man. I cannot wait to see him again. Hindsight, I am faced with beauty and devastation.

I feel sick and unsure. Unfair is an understatement, but then that’s life.

Living it to the fullest from now own!