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if I have ever loved anyone, really loved someone, it is you. I think I loved you from the first time I looked into your big blue eyes. Knowing you were trouble, the same kind of trouble as me. Through the years we laughed, in our later years we cried a lot. I cry every time I see you these days and even harder when we part. I miss your good mornings and sad evenings filled with laughter and sometimes pain, cats that are frisky and snuggle tight in the cold and rain. Dancing at midnight like New Year’s Eve night, talking about old times, the glimmers, the sights, the hard times we’ve seen and the beauty that follows. The unkindly truth about vision of morrows. Umbrellas in sand or a gallery on land, a studio with sweetie, a house to call home. Staying up all night listening to stories told by da.
I would love to grow old with you but the fact is right now, I cannot. This is the first time, I have been able to do what I want, in several years, I have choices to make, dreams I must follow, a beach side home with the sails lifted high, a spark that will come in a blink of an eye. A moment of truth or possibly of sorrow. I will never stop loving you but there is always tomorrow. I love you today. More than you will know ever. There are things that you cannot give me. Your heart, fully, your trust, only, your word, always. A best friend you are grand, I know you, we know each other, we are birds flying in the wind, not of ice, like Penguins. We are adorable.
To my best friend in all the world!

Much Love 💜 Much Life