The mornings that are silent and I have time to sit with myself, my thoughts, feelings and dreams are just wonderful. This is the main thing I miss about living by myself. These moments are rare and far between. I miss seeing my things although the things I do have with me are the most cherished but it reminds me of how little we actually need. Do we really need all the things we have? Yes I still have things in storage that I hope someday will be useful but will they? After 3 years? Will my desktop computer even still work? Will the drawings I have done be faded? Does it really matter?
Having enough has been a tough journey. Living with what you have and making the most out of it is challenging and I have so much more than a lot of people. I have a few good friends to share my life with. I have a dependable car to get me where I need to go. I have been blessed with beauty of some sort every single day.
I still get bogged down with worry some days and I find comfort that God has taken care of the birds, He will take care of me. I trust that I can be vulnerable in this moment and let go of the things and people that I need to.
May today being peace!