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Awareness of what is true, is sometimes hard to face. It is not the same for everyone. We all have different experiences, different expectations, different ideas. Knowing our personal truth is never one hundred percent true, things happen to change our prospective. Even my belief in God has not always been one hundred percent on board all the time. There have been moments of great doubt, moments of great sadness where I felt so alone, when I longed to feel the Lord beside me or around me but I felt nothing but abandoned. I remember that time as if it were yesterday but in reality it was about four years ago. I was about to face the hardest years of my life and even though I was diving into the word everyday, I could not feel Him, or much of anything. Overwhelm was overcoming me like a dark storm racing in out of the west, clouds so dark, so thick, that I could not see. This period lasted about a year for me. I do not know why it started or why it ended. It is not for me to know at this time but what I do know is I hope it never happens again. So the old saying, however it may go, always and never do not exist. They are pretty much the biggest lies in the English language. They cause doubt when I hear them spoken or if by chance they come out of my mouth. What truths do you have that may not be so true all the time? Is there anything that is “always” true?

Much Love 💜 Much Life