Understanding: 365 D 26

It takes a moment, to figure out, but if you really try, you can. Maybe not a moment, maybe a lifetime or maybe just for a second you can see. See all the possibilities that lay before you, all the problems to be solved, all the need there is for you, to open up and enjoy.

I am still working on Yatamana. I’m noticing so many things that are not working for me. Today was a big deal! I did not respond to much, just kind of sat back and watched the things, the people. I’ve found out that it really can be dog eat dog. People pleasers get walked on. Anyone gets walked on, if they get in the way. I see how hard some people try because they are a team player but they are trying to hard, I’ve been there. I know what’s going on. I do not care to do that.

I do not need to do that. I do not need to fill myself up with busy/crazy. I need to find myself again and respect that self. I see this way to often. Today, I saw it coming from a 60 year old woman. I do not want to be that. I want to live a life filled with peace and harmony. Not chaos. Not expectations. The great expectations people often have of the way life is supposed to be, the way they hoped and some just find the right crew members to make it all happen. I wish them all well, every one who has walked this road but mostly the underdog. May he always come out on top. May the world stop being so full of hateful acts and devious notions. May we all remember what is really important, and how to feel true happiness in our hearts.

Happy Tuesday 😊