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Smile or two across the way, I am thinking of better days, to love, to have, to even miss, the sweetness of just one kiss. I feel the pain of days gone by, as I look into your big wide eyes. If i see the main event, the waves come crashing upon the shore, the pounding I hear, upon the door. A moment here, a moment gone, a light that shined but is never shown. To be alone, to be away, to wait for just another day. The rain comes down outside you see, but truth be know it is inside of me. The release of all the pain today, cannot wait, I cannot say. A life filled with no regrets, doesn’t exist from anyone I’ve met.

I’ve missed the sea, I’ve missed the sand, I’ve missed the life we never planned. To say the words, to say the truth, not worth speaking, not from youth. The decisions, I do not know, the truth, pain is beautiful and so are you.

Do not run, do not hide, although I will, you can subside. I must journey on my way and leave these thoughts for another day. The thing that lingers and must be true, I have to discover my own poor truth. I have to seek and look inside, I have to know what’s behind my eyes. With no judgment, with no stress, I want to know if I can pass the test.

My heart is big and filled with love, I know the one sent from above. If I run, just let me be, if I come back have tea for me. The struggle I feel, the pain is much, the pain must end without a crunch. Life in a moment. Changes, each moment and we watch… the change, the beauty. Wait for the beauty, wait for nothing.