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Falling asleep
Again, appearing like most every night
The darkness surreal, not a pinch of light
The moon finally rises in the wide-open sky
Shining so bright to expose all the lies
Deafening silence, what has occurred?
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Opening the eyes, the sights are absurd
Exploding behavior, pounding the walls
Erratic bellowing, frightened terminally appalled
My voice would quaver but it cannot be heard
Walking on eggshells, no, broken glass tonight
Wishing for wings to fly out of sight
The Fantasy of You that was held for so long
Did not have madness invoked by the unknown
Did not have constant playing of dead songs
The crazy love that was felt, lingers prolongs
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Awakening
The songs of the birds sing outside, the dawn has awakened all that has cried
A beautiful spring day blossoms with cheer, my heart still sinks, it’s been nearly a year
The meaning still hazy, the reasons unknown, changes the pathways, but oh how I’ve grown….
Much Love Much Life