I did not post this on the day I felt this but I have decided to take a few days off from writing and really rest. The said days will be from June 15 to June 19. I will probably still post but I did not want to have the obligation to myself to have to post on the 365, so I am scheduling these days. I do however will be resting and looking for other inspirations on my mini vacation. So below was writen on some crappy day in May when I was having an extreme fatique day. This is what it can be like to live with Chronic Fatique Syndrome.
Exhaustion is like the arms are too weak to lift up even just a tiny bit, a fog has creeped in through the mind and body. Like the end is coming soon. The eyelids are so heavy and fight to stay open. Trying to wake and stay awake, but if feels like no use. The body needs rest. Emotional and physically drained of all feeling. My mantra is just today, just today. Tomorrow will be better, all fears melt away. Uncertainty of what is to come. No good feelings or good thoughts, to wrapped up in this moment and want to fall apart.
Much Love 💜 Much Life