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“When you come face to face with fear, do you know what you are looking at? You are looking at the very next place where God is preparing to build your trust.” Christine Caine

Fear has been very high this week: fear of living alone, not having space, burnout, not being good enough, change in general, not being loved… Same olé things…

Fear makes us not see clearly and make decisions based on this fear. I am trying very hard not to make decisions in a fear state of mind but a love state of mind. Some people want us to live in fear because that is what is comfortable to them. They push their fear on us and it is our choice if we accept it.

I did accept it this week and it was not good. When I feel pushed into something I do not want or have someone be to pushy with me it feels uncomfortable. I return to feeling stuck and lost and it is all because I let someone push me around. Fear is nothing to mess with. It is not something to show love with. That is not true love, that is manipulation. I am tired of this type of love… I grew up with it and it still comes out in people and it is very uncomfortable.

My trust is that everyday, I seek change, opportunities and growth. I seek His will, pray on decisions I make and try very hard to act with love in my heart. This is hard and I fail constantly but I keep trying to do the right thing.

May you look at your fears today, may you seek trust in Him.

Much Love 💜 Much Life