Week two: The stillness is loud, louder than anything ever heard because when we are still, we have the ability to hear everything, everything, nothing left out. It is painful, it is relentless, the sounds of the stillness will paralyze you. Questions enter the mind, questions that have always been and always will be there. The truth is so close if you can just withstand the pain a little while longer…. The truth is waiting on the other side and it is not always your truth, sometimes it belongs to someone else, someone you love, someone who cannot stand the fact that they are miscible and they just do not want to be alone. No one wants to be alone, especially if there is the almighty unhappy. Unhappiness, seeks the happy heart and something seeks to destroy. Everyone has their vices: the drink, the smoke, the items, the fixing of others. No one wants to look at their demons, but once your still, you see them and they are not quite as scary as you imagine, they are only traits, feelings bottled up so tight, they are real but once you are still… there is only one place to go, one thing to do. Go deeper in and find the source, only with yourself will this work. Trust the process, trust the time, in the end, lightness will fill your mind.
Much Love 💜 Much Life
Well written, very powerful, and sounds to me to be true. Takes courage but sounds like you have it let the light shine now that you got there.