365:297:106 There is no prompt today, like yesterday and the day before. Just the flow of words, streaming from my fingers, my thoughts are not still. Not this morning, they begin, staring into beauty, way to early for the beauty I see. Turn in circles, half… wait… half… wait… again. No fences for miles, not …
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Coming out of Darkness
365D107 You pulled me so far out of Darkness. Awakened me, from a place I never want to return. Took me back to sweetness, to kindness, gave me hope in the world again. Hope in gentleness, hope in myself and for all this, I am happy. You gave me a voice that is becoming assertive, …
Full Circle
365D106 I watch a man grow old, diluting himself with bourbon and weed. I watch a cat starve, no desire to eat but drink water, from the bowl from the tub, only water. Wasting away, my guys, sadness everyday, I watch the days, hours and minutes slip by. I watch friends come and go. To …
The Squirrel Power Animal
Squirrel’s Gifts Include ability to solve puzzles, resourcefulness, quick change of direction, storing for the future/planning ahead, balance in giving and receiving, power of rest during times of non-movement, warning, discovery, change avoiding danger by climbing to a higher place, action. The idea that there are obstacles which cant be overcome is not part of …
Shamanic Journey
365D104 Unsure how I entered but I was dropped from a space into green grass, I began to walk, not looking around just looking at the ground, I could feel the grass under my bare feet. Then it turned to rock, not small rocks but like boulders, gray and brown, then I noticed it turning …
Starving
365 D103 The last few days, I have been increasingly hungry. Tuesday, I was told not to eat after midnight. So I have been unable to get full since or at least stay full. For the most part I have been back on paleo, which very well could be causing these hunger pains but I …
New Path
365 D102 After being tortured yesterday with a small needle, I figured it would be best to take the day off and recoup. During this day of rest, I discovered that many people love me, care about me and actually want the best for me. I discovered that I am happy that I do not …
The World of Character
365D101 Character is the product of daily, hourly actions, words and thoughts: daily forgiveness, unselfishness, kindnesses, sympathies, charities, sacrifices for the good of others, struggles against temptation, submissiveness under trial. It is these, like the blinding colors in a picture, or the blending notes of music, which constitute the person.John MacDuff In a dream, we …
It is Complicated
365D101 The days go by fast, or not fast enough. We look forward to things, like the New Years, we dread things like medical procedures. Wishing for life to speed up and slow down all at the same time. Wanting more time with loved ones, less time at work. Feeling emotions deep and with extreme …
Blessings
365:D100 Blessings come even when we do not expect them. When the world is so out of control, we have no grasp on what to do, where to go, who to talk to. It begins with filling your love tank, we do this all the time or try to with all these things but that …
Some like it Hot
365 D99 All day I could not keep my mind off of you, just none stop. I did my best to stay busy, cleaning, organizing, the house was beautiful, fills updated, emails responded to all in the mist of waiting, and wanting to see you. The time had come and gone and I did not …
It is the Moon
365 D 98 For some reason, the last few days have filled my heart, spirit and mind with so many uncertainties. It has been very intense and I have felt like a breakdown was coming my way. Like I was unsure if I could bare one more day of this. There was a calm, that …
10 Things
365 D 97 I want: 1. to be connected with God, on all levels, everyday. 2. To find a partner, that loves God, that respects me, that loves me. 3. To not feel like I cannot accomplish what I want to do. The simple things, like clean the house, do laundry in a timely manner. …
Games we Play
365 D96 A message of meaningful transaction, one of love, sent. Broken words, returned, not at that moment but later that day. Caught up in the, what ifs, could or would be… nothing is true. It is all lies, but what is true is hurt people, hurt people. Opening up and closing down, she cannot …
Rays of Light
365 D95 As she woke, sleepy, barely responding, barely making sense of anything. He is gone. She has not heard his voice in forty-two days. Such a long time to sit with your best friend, seeing their lifeless body, looking into their eyes, hoping and praying that they have the will to live and move …