43.219 Flash forward into the night, the moon is huge and still in sight. The oneiric sounds rush past my ears, filling my heart with so much fear… Alive, dying each day, each moment, searching for a better way. Letting go of the pride… pains and hurts held deep inside, cling to feelings, rushing tide. …
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I am so thankful
22.197.8 Today, October 9, 2020, I am thankful for the bullet that I just dodged… not a real bullet, from a real gun but one that would have pierced my skin and gone deep deep into my core. Ladies, it is so important that you listen to your intuition! One more time, LISTEN to your …
Frogs
365:311:120 Frogs seem so harmless and cute but when I see one I become anything but muteTerrorist, they are when I see them out, on a tree or on the ground They bring about an internal frown They represent an anathema to meOne of Gods creatures, I wish would not be… To be something that …
All Over the Place
I have felt better than I have since I was diagnosed with Chronic Fatigue syndrome. I have had bad days, but they are few and far between. The bad thing about the bad days now, is I am not accountable to anyone.
Unknowingly Known
365:267:76 Misty morning mountain Thick, deep, inside your eyes In the minds of man The bind that never ties Sitting on the edge Glazing into the mist, Vague understanding of what is to come And what we almost missed I see your heart I see your fears I want so bad to draw you near …
On the Other side of Courage
I am proud of the hard lessons, the wisdom and the courage I have gained. I do not want to hold back anymore, I want to be truly free and it is I that holds the key.
Becoming Steadfast
We have all learned how to adapt to new situations rather quickly…
Death of Fear
The beginning is every day when we wake up. The end is when we fall asleep each night. The discoveries we make during that time of wake and fall are the most important.
Strange Times
365:193 Aloof, is the world, right now. Fear has spread throughout the streets into the stores, businesses and churches. It has even creeped onto my yoga mat! The first day in twenty years, that I have had such agony on the mat. Fear of the unknown, fear of not being who my students need me …
Seek Trust
365D176 “When you come face to face with fear, do you know what you are looking at? You are looking at the very next place where God is preparing to build your trust.” Christine Caine Fear has been very high this week: fear of living alone, not having space, burnout, not being good enough, change …
By Faith
365:D163 The discovery of truth is not always what we want or what we think we need. Truth is sometimes ugly in the moment of discovery. The knowledge of doing the “right thing” and not receiving what our hearts desires is sometimes devastating. The question is, do you continue doing what is right when there …
Make Things Right
365D124 This year, I really want to lose this thing that I have been hanging onto for so long… FEAR. The monster that it is, the nasty, Grotesque things that it does. I really want it out of my life. I really want to be free of this demon. So I took a step forward …
Joanne
365:67 The class was over, the last one for awhile, changes come and they will go but this one day, seemed so foul. Never knowing, how much things mean to one to all and anyone, in between. My eyes saw a thousand tears of the ones held so dear. The eyes of an angel I …
Getting Back In the Saddle
Understanding: 365:D39 Sometimes we go through what seems like way more than we can handle. Tonight I sat with a good friend and listened to her struggles. She just opened up about how unhappy she was with her work, how horrible her boss treats her and to top everything off, she had to put her …
The Next Right Thing
Abating fear