Understanding: 365D54

Sometimes I get so inspired by just watching a series or movie, reading a book, I wonder how in the world did the writer do that? I’m almost certain it starts with a plan, which is so hard for me to do. I do not enjoy planning at all. Planning is a job, hard job for me. I think at one point I enjoyed it, planning that is but somehow perhaps I over planned and just got totally disgusted with the whole act of the plan.

This will be my next demon to conquer… The art of the plan… should be interesting. Last week I did pick 3 goals to work on and set them into categories. This helped tremendously, I think I accomplished more last week than I have in a long time. Down side is that a ran full speed into my projects and hit the burn button way to soon. Recovery time… three days. Back to balance. Back to planning properly, not over extending. My life is messy and dysfunctional. It seems to all lead back to home. Having a constant, safe place to return to at the end of the day. Having a constant routine that works. I think I do better when things more or less stay the same.

So back to the plan. Today, I will work on my 3 that I started last week and hopefully knock a dent in a couple of them… whatever that means.