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The work… what ever that means to you, whatever it may be cannot assume your life. You must have a space and place for enjoyment. The work cannot be done all at one time, the beauty is enjoying the work. To limit it and allow happiness of other things come in. No matter what your work looks like, there must be balance. There must be a level headedness if there is such thing. Why? There is a strength in all of us and it needs to be “worked” on but then there are the weaknesses… My time goes all to the weaknesses only because at this moment of the uncertainty of my strengths. I have become obsessed with my weaknesses, to the point that I am in the worst state of depression I have ever been in. How does one get past their weaknesses when they have no idea what their strengths are? When they feel so lost in a world that has no passion, in the workforce, when there is no love for community. The community I once had is far and gone. My personal space has been invaded by an evil narcissistic being and I have been deflated. I write here freely because identity is of not importance. I miss my community, I miss my classes, I miss my life I once had in a place so far away. I stay away from my heart felt town because I need space from comfort, I need space to find out the truth. This truth lies at the edge of my fingertips, and not one being would share with me what it is, but I will continue searching… I will find out. The truth. If there is such a thing.

Much Love Much Life