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More of him
She is impossible. She does not want to hold my hand. She is not into me at all. I am so discouraged…. I have to have her beside me, I have to have her as mine. She fell tonight. I stumbled on the whole thing but she has a beautiful way of receiving. I wanted to kiss her new found brushes and scrapes, her forehead, was where I landed. She’s so remarkable and I have a feeling she likes me at least a little bit. She sat with me, I smell her ocean breeze and I am at home. I am just where I want to be, on this swing, making conversation, trying to kiss her lips. It’s the 13th, Friday, I cannot help but be hopeful and disappointed. I love her. I love her! I am not thinking of anything else but her. I walk her to her car and bid her goodnight. I’m at a lose.
She leaves just before midnight, Why, I’m unsure, I know she is the one, I know she is mine.
I remember the laughter of youth from long ago Wrapped in the arms of family…
Years of stumbling, falling down Failure depleted on dirty ground Longing, needing a better way…
The days were stretched extended to last, long into the morrow beyond green eye clasp…
Torn and tatteredRipped into shredsMountains so steepvalleys of deadCracks in walkwayspartings of sandLeading to something…
Open your eyes my love, my friend Somethings are eternal and will never end Across…
This Light Of the Ocean, Emerald Aqua Marine Shining so bright, calming indeed Opening eyes,…