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He does not know, nor does he care how I want to see him and he will never know such. He is a demon, I am sure. He does not deserve such thoughts, such feelings that I have given to him but have held back so much. The thoughts of if I could have told him the truth, how I really cared, how I really loved him. I did not. Would it would have made any difference? I think not at this point. I think, he does not know, he does not care about love about feelings and may he never know. May he continue as he is as he was. May this not be the biggest mistake of my life. May we both find happiness as we seek as we are as we shall be forever and always.