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Distracted, I am so used to it but when one of my friends gets all distracted it kind of makes me a little weirded out. It is kind of nice that the planner, organizer person gets to be over here with me in La La land.

I’m not always in La La land but when I am…

It is a lot of fun. Needless to say, I feel pretty dang focused lately. Very calm and relaxed but I see how crazy I could drive a person, jumping from one topic to the next, seeing something beautiful and totally changing the topic, I probably have not held to many focused conversations in the last ten years unless they were totally intentional. This behavior is very draining and I just realized it tonight. I have recently discovered how it is so much easier to focus on on task at a time and not trying to do ten things while talking on the phone. It seems as if the end result comes out much better. Clearer, although I believe it has some to do with me being able to express my true feelings and hardships here. Being able to skip around as much as I like and have no worries.

I do believe I have started a memoir. It makes me cry. I worked on it tonight because I did not want to write today, very sloppy day, indeed. I did not want to write today but I wrote like 2000 words over there. It is a draft that I started two months ago. It has turned into a perfect outline for a memoir. Who knows. I have time just as we all do.

I could not speak today. My words were hard to express . I felt good for the most part but extra tired for not having anything to do.

The moon is still missing in Chattanooga, if anyone sees it, let me know. It is waning from full and it is supposed to be a super moon. How could it go missing. Maybe it is upset. I do believe that crazy things happen during the full moon. The older I get, I cannot help but to believe that it does cause people to get a little more wacky than before. For instance… if anyone has gotten this far in my blabbing blog tonight, it could be the large amount of ice cream and dark chocolate m&m bar thing that I have consumed in the last 3 hours. Or the fact that we are all going a wee bit stir crazy during this time.

I think I am actually ready for bed. Could it possibly be true. I’m uncertain but my eyes are so weary, as is my mind.

Much Love 💜 Much Life