Poems

Why No Matter

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Walking a beautiful trail yesterday

The guilt that I have from running away

Not standing beside you, on the final days

Physically present, emotionally lost

Drowning in red waters, pressed & embossed

Everyday, I believe I’m ready to let go

To move on and out of these waters so cold

To release you from this contemning hold

To understand the reasons, may never unfold

Unknown, lost in a murmuration of memories

Struggle so real unable to see

Why you could not just accept me…

Why did it all have to fall apart

The lies and deceit slowly rip my heart

The elocution spoken on this very day

Gradually moving on, and finding my way

Tomorrow’s eyes are clear with intent

Not needing or wanting your devious consent

Much Love Much Life

Author: Joy

I am Joy I am content I am patient I am love I am free, fabulous and fit. I am all these things and so much more. I am struggle I am hopelessness I am sad I am endurance I am a warrior I am a princess I am my Father's daughter I am a survivor of loss of hurt of pain. I am encouragement I am influence I am Joy.

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